Monday, December 20, 2010

Questions my heart asks and my head cant ans....

Why do we have to be diplomatic even when it comes to relations between one's spouse, one's parents, one's cousins.....
Whats the harm in calling a spade a spade?? What if i open my heart to the people who are close to me? Why should i think twice before opening up to the closest people in my life? I get a feeling that one is alone, no matter how loving one's family is, no matter how caring they are... one is always alone, always.
Why is it so difficult to take decisions? Why does one person work so hard at a relationship and the other just doesnt care? Why should one have to stay in a relationship if one is not appreciated, loved??
I hate being taken for granted. i hate being there all the time without any appreciation, love and care. I am tired of expecting all the time, and receiving very little in return.
Why should i have to explain the meaning and depth of a family to someone? Why should i take the pains of going thru this when the other person seems least interested?????
i guess its love that binds all this. i guess, its nothing but sheer, selfless love that has kept me going. Alone i am but am still at it and i just dont seem to have the heart to break free.......

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