gandhiji was great i guess.
but i am not. or am i???????
life has given me everything. i am lucky and blessed for the kind of life i have been given. i should be the last person on earth who should be cribbing about things. but, i am not a perfect person, am i now? and hence, i too hv fights, i too get majorly pissed with some people, i too want to sort it out with the people i hv had fights and arguments with. i am just a normal, average person. i guess, i am allowed to go through such thoughts. :)
it pains me, and it makes my blood boil to have to agree and to have to respect a senseless leader. diplomacy is a trait that is missing within me. i guess one of these days, i will have to learn that art too. but havent been able to master it yet. not yet...
i have taken the difficult route of speaking my mind and making it amply clear that i cannot be taken for granted. and that has cost me and my family. but i would rather go through this than having to be taken for granted....
today i got out of my 'irritated for being treated badly' state and went out and called up the people who had behaved badly with me. i called them up to congratulate them on their anniversary. i know fully well that my gesture wouldnt be appreciated. i know fully well that they wont take my step in the right spirit. but i have done what i felt was ..... ME. so hell with what they feel or to hell if they doubt my intentions...
IT GAVE ME A KICK BY BEING GOOD TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN BAD TO ME!!!!!!
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